Beau.

i have never thought that this would actually happen to me. I always knew you'd be there for me. But i've never thought that you would actually mean so much to me. Realisation has brought upon me the revelation that i can no longer take you for granted and, that you have always been standing there but i could not see.

Now i've seen it, if you could only see how much you mean to me. Now I think of you everyday, every minute i'm missing you. For that i'm more than certain about my feelings.

But i guess it's fine, you would soon realise it and you will know what i mean. It's not too long before you'd discover.

As for me, i have to prepare myself for the good or for the bad? Of course it would be for the worst because the best has been prepared. Even if things do not turn out the way i'd like it to go, i'll be happy for you and hopefully we'll still be close friends.

If i cant have you, let me still cling on to the friendship that we have moulded and nurtured through the years.

Even if you feel lousy or unpretty, allow me to tell you that you're still beautiful. Still beautiful to me in every way.

And last but not least, the bottom line of this whole idiosyncrasy is, I love you.

This entry goes out to you, my beau...