Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Late Reflections

So yes, i've almost totally forgotten that i actually have a blog to update. So let me review what i've done for the past 2 to 3 weeks as i try to type out this entry. I think...I think..I think...there wasn't anything very significant except that last week was the first time i went to MOS and Zouk? Other than that, i've got an exam waiting for me this friday and i'm not well-revised at this point of time(by the way, today's tuesday). I can't say i'm screwed but definitely within this couple of short days, i'm sure i can "unscrew" myself and study what i've got to study for the test.

Pertaining to school, i haven't exactly done well, in my expectations that is, for all the test that i've taken. And you can say that i'm pretty worried that i'm unable to maintain my gpa, speculating on my current performance.

I've got to, the very least do well enough for this paper and then i can let my hair down.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

acs idol.

Three words to sum up the entire event, it-was-good! So anyway, i really had fun, met quite a number of old friends that are in acjc. Really good to see you guys again, it's my pleasure! And also not forgetting cheryl and friends, for being such a great company! See you on Sunday!

However, i still miss ac...

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Struggle.

Before i could take the next step and decide to pull up my socks and start studying proper, it's the seventh week into school and the common tests are already lurking around the corner. If you share the same sentiments as me, yes i empathise with you. Damn, that's fast.

For the past eight weeks, i can't confidently say that i've got a clear grasp about everything that has been preached to me; I would say i'm struggling and it certainly isn't a bed of roses proceeding on from year one to year two. More subjects to tackle with in fact, the most subjects i've taken for my entire poly life; nine subjects! It sucks.

With more modules, meaning more time spent in school and that's not a good sign either.
Why? It's because the timetable i currently have is imbalanced and negatively skewed. We have night classes on monday and then a free day the next day but so what? The next few days are tedious, tiring, long, boring and whatever that's negative you could think of. Besides why would i even need a break on Tuesdays? It's the second day of the week and it's nowhere near the end of it.

On Wednesday, I've got to get up before 8, Thursdays, before 9 and Fridays before 10. So you might think what's the big deal, you'll end early i presume? Not at all. Actually i wouldn't mind having school til 6pm on thursday or wednesday, but not on Fridays! It viciously devoid me from enjoying Fridays, which happens to be the last weekday of the week. I bet this didn't occur to those who created such a screwed-up timetable.

To metaphorically describe the life that i lead in school is like a cup made of glass. Firstly, ice water is poured into the cup and following, boiling water is added into the same glass of water and eventually, it cracks and breaks.

Initially, when i thought that the revamping of modules would be a good idea, a blessing in disguise but instead, it's more like an ill omen in disguise now.

To intensify the situation, there must be some idiot who has to be uniquely eccentric in class to compell the class to boycott him. How shameful is he that step on my toes and incur the wrath within, i say you ought to feel honoured, but i'm sorry bad move. Where art thou shame?

As you might perceived, school hasn't really seem all that enjoyable but it definitely seems more 'exciting'. I had a bad start for one the class test, didn't do well enough to even scrape near my expectations.

So now, i've got to end here and start studying! God please help me...

Laters.