Struggle.

Before i could take the next step and decide to pull up my socks and start studying proper, it's the seventh week into school and the common tests are already lurking around the corner. If you share the same sentiments as me, yes i empathise with you. Damn, that's fast.

For the past eight weeks, i can't confidently say that i've got a clear grasp about everything that has been preached to me; I would say i'm struggling and it certainly isn't a bed of roses proceeding on from year one to year two. More subjects to tackle with in fact, the most subjects i've taken for my entire poly life; nine subjects! It sucks.

With more modules, meaning more time spent in school and that's not a good sign either.
Why? It's because the timetable i currently have is imbalanced and negatively skewed. We have night classes on monday and then a free day the next day but so what? The next few days are tedious, tiring, long, boring and whatever that's negative you could think of. Besides why would i even need a break on Tuesdays? It's the second day of the week and it's nowhere near the end of it.

On Wednesday, I've got to get up before 8, Thursdays, before 9 and Fridays before 10. So you might think what's the big deal, you'll end early i presume? Not at all. Actually i wouldn't mind having school til 6pm on thursday or wednesday, but not on Fridays! It viciously devoid me from enjoying Fridays, which happens to be the last weekday of the week. I bet this didn't occur to those who created such a screwed-up timetable.

To metaphorically describe the life that i lead in school is like a cup made of glass. Firstly, ice water is poured into the cup and following, boiling water is added into the same glass of water and eventually, it cracks and breaks.

Initially, when i thought that the revamping of modules would be a good idea, a blessing in disguise but instead, it's more like an ill omen in disguise now.

To intensify the situation, there must be some idiot who has to be uniquely eccentric in class to compell the class to boycott him. How shameful is he that step on my toes and incur the wrath within, i say you ought to feel honoured, but i'm sorry bad move. Where art thou shame?

As you might perceived, school hasn't really seem all that enjoyable but it definitely seems more 'exciting'. I had a bad start for one the class test, didn't do well enough to even scrape near my expectations.

So now, i've got to end here and start studying! God please help me...

Laters.