Judgement day

As much fun as it seems and, that i'm enjoying the holidays, judgement day's tomorrow. It might be my dead line or it could be my life line. In short, that means the semestral results will be released tomorrow at 6 am! (And then my heart sinks and i scream from the inside, "Nooooooooo!")

Although i'd know i've already done my best and all that's within my ability, you know, you just feel so insecure, so doubtful about how you're going to fare for the exams? Because it will be such a pain in the ass, if i'd flung any modules. Basically, my life will be screwed from then on. Self-scheduled timetables, dropping of a couple of subjects in sacrifice for the failed modules and the ultimatum, LONGER DAYS IN SCHOOL. That will certainly suck.

In the end, i guess i have no one to lean on except the one above, and hopefully, he'd grant me the desired outcome.

Pretty fickle right now. But a part of me dearly wants to know how'd i fare and there's another part of me which, just...don't want to know, shun and be completely ignorant about it.

Albeit, tomorrow's the day to see if i reap what i sow.