the trouble with life

............Situation 1....................
Person A: Hey! There's an event i'd like you to go for, would you be free?
Person B: Alright then!

and then a few days later...

Person A: Hello again, today's the event, so you're going right?
Person B: Erm..I'm sorry...but..i don't think i'll be able to make it..So sorry!
Person A: But i thought you could make it?
Person B: Sorry!
Person A: .....okay then.

...................Situation 2..................
Person A: Hey could i borrow your discount card from you?
Person B: Yeah sure. When do you need it?
Person A: Pretty soon, so when can i get it from you?
Person B: Anytime!
Person A: Great! See you!

And then a couple of days later...

Person A: Hey can i meet you tomorrow or the day after to get the card from you?
Person B: Erm..i'm really sorry, i can't meet you tomorrow or the day after.
Person A: Oh why?
Person B: Well, i've already got plans for the day.
Person A: ....Okay..so when can i get from you the card again?
Person B: Oh shit, i'm really sorry, i just lend the card to another friend! I'm really sorry!
Person A: ...Sigh..alright..


Familiar isn't it? Daily occurences.. Nowadays, it's hard to please others, yet it's hard to please yourself with others. When somebody turns you down, should you get angry? Should you just be understanding? Both sides aren't good anyway.

If you get angry with the other party, they might evade and avoid you. While if you be nice, somehow, one day, they might even take it for granted and conveniently climb over your head. And you'd think to yourself, what did i get at the end of all this? And nothing comes to your mind, except disappointment and frustration. And then the more you think about it, still nothing.

Yes, the answer is nothing. You dont gain anything out of being nice nor being firm.

The bloody trouble with life. And i can still believe people could really say, 'relax'. Don't you think to yourself sometimes, what's the use of saying sorry, if everything's just going to be undone and nobody gives a shit, because 'sorry' is just a word of escapism and at the end enthrone themselves into oblivion?

Bitterness you can say about me right now. But seriously, three words, one phrase, I HAD ENOUGH.