Monday, October 30, 2006

The last entry of the month

I presumed that nobody actually visits my blog nowadays, but lately it is apparent that people actually do visit. (Check out the previous comments left on the tagboard before tab's tag, utterly stupid.) So perhaps with such affirmations, I should be obliged to hurry an entry, like now. Since it's the last day of October, i should just write an entry to wrap up the entire month(As the previous entry was coincidentally posted on the 3rd of October).

The happenings for the entire month - the standard living of life in Singapore. As nothing extravagant actually happened for the entire month, other than going through two dreadful weeks of school, attending church, meeting up with the brotherhood(which was the only consolation of the month) and also trying to get my butt down for training both in swimming and muay thai.

Lately, I just feel so unfit; it is as if my body has been detached from my mind for just too long and that it's too rusty to coordinate with each other. I have been playing soccer on mondays regularly and as I try to start chasing after the ball, it felt like 10kg of weights were wrapped around my legs, making it so difficult just to even lift my legs off the ground.

So, I really have to start my exercising and re-build my agility so that i can move around at ease on the field. It gets really frustrating when i just can't perform on the field, it's my favourite sport and i don't wish to feel incompetent in it.

What else? I haven't really thought much into writing this entry. I guess i have to blog a little more regularly so i could bring it to another level, rather than the usual vapid contents that similarly repeats itself, except in different words.

So let me think of what i could write about before i continue...

I need a haircut.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

How time flies. Since the last entry that was posted on this stagnant blog, 4 weeks have gone and im left with the second last week of the entire holiday, how nice.(I'm not very keen on going back to school, that's why)

To actually give a summary of what happened for the past 4 weeks, I actually got a job for the first week and soon after seven days or so, i lost it. Not because i got sacked but it's a project-based assignment, so after it's done, i'm not needed anymore. Really sad. Then for the last 2 weeks i've been staying at home, bumming around with whatever money that i've earned for the last 2 weeks. I was pretty keen on looking for another job(It's not as if i didnt tried, i called up a couple of job agencies to get me a short-stint job though.), but given such little time left, who would hire someone who could only work for 2 more weeks? Certainly not. I guess i just have to really make use of whatever money that i have wisely.

To describe my life for the holidays would certainly be summed with one word - blurry. Just going through the entire routine of life..breathing, eating and sleeping. That's about it and time still passes by but nothing much has actually changed, or has it gotten worst? I got my results, they weren't up to expectations, i saw my timetable and i'm totally flabbergasted and furious. I strongly object having night classes on fridays. Seriously, this damned school has already robbed me away from much of my freedom. First you conveniently took away all that june holidays and december holidays, and now you want me to go back to school on friday night? I hate to say this, but F*** YOU times three!

Anyway, i'm just going to write another letter just to get me out of this hell hole. If the entire class doesnt want to be out of it, I will be most willing to be out of the damn class. Let's see what happens when i've finally draft my letter of bombardment and displeasure.

Actually, I feel a little guilty and disappointed with myself, because i haven't really hanged out with the brotherhood this holidays. I really hope i could catch up with them more often before the lovely holidays come to a close.