Friday, September 30, 2005

job hunting escapade part 2

'tick, tick, tick.....' Time is ticking away...time's up! I really need a job soon! If not i'd be pretty much deprived and restricted! A week's almost up and i urgently need to get a decent job so that i could have some necessary cash to do and buy things! And the mum and dad are not really helping, as the idea of still giving me allowance aren't very favourable to them as it's the holidays.

I think i might need some money to start partying and also, i'm intending to wipe my whole wardrobe out for a new set of clothes. The chosen clothes have already been targetted, but the money isn't rolling in at all. Jobless.

Anyway, i went around more intensely than yesterday to job scout.

I've finally come to a conclusion that guys are not getting many good stuff in Singapore. The girls are getting MORE and the better jobs! For every newspaper that i've turned, ever advertisement that are being posted on the net and every other advertisements pasted around the street, 70% of the temporary jobs are targetted at WOMEN.

Why this conclusion? First you walk around the streets and when you see an advertisement that's being pasted flat on the glass panel, it screams, "Part/Full Time Sales Assistant wanted". Okay it might look very attractive and all, but when you move closer over to the advertisement, to go through the prerequisites and when you thought you could actually have the opportunity to go into the stall and perhaps enquire if they still need people, just one phrase, one phrase to bring your hopes to smithereens, "female working environment(in a more crude form, guys, we are only looking for girls.)". So when your hopes are shattered, the light in your eyes slips away instantaneously, and you curse and swear because that was a fatality move. The advertisement was easy to comprehend, and you've got to turn around and scout for more jobs.

Next, you stumble upon this advertisement while you were searching for a job online, and it says, "Temp Admin Asst - 2 month". And you thought, sweet, just what i need, and then you click on the ad, the screen refreshes and brings you to a new page with more details elaborated on that particular job, so the first thing you'd see on details that seems to explode in your face, "$8.50/hr". Lucrative! Again, your eyes sparkle with delight, and so you thought it is more than worth it to actually go through the details from the top. Then that killer phrase slams into the centre of the screen, "FEMALE WORKING ENVIRONMENT".

Mum, could you look for a more suitable job for me?

Pfft.

I have got to get a job pretty soon. SO if any of you who have knowledge of any, please inform me first!

Also, i went over to NUM(New Urban Male). Hmm i think i should leave this for later, just in case i get the job. If not... make a helluva big deal on the blog! (Cross my fingers and hope that it wouldn't become some case of libel.)

Anyway, i'll be going on job hunt part 3 tomorrow, hopefully i'd come back with more jobs and Recruit better have more attractive job advertisement tomorrow!

Then again, I'm sure my God will provide me right?

Okay, it's about 1 o'clock already. Time to head off for bed.

if i had my angel, i'd write her a message everyday. i promise.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

job hunting escapade

Oh no! i totally forgot about this, but i have to wish Jillian a very very belated birthday! And i thought the party was pretty fun, especially having a bouncy castle over at your house!

I think brotherhood should invest in the bouncy castle during somebody's eighteen birthday... -hint-

One week has passed since the 2 months holiday started. I guess i'd have pretty much enjoyed it, nothing beats the smell of the holidays after you've studied and slog the month before the holidays. Sweet! Then again, i don't think i'll be bumming my 2 months holiday away, i'm currently trying to look for a job.

It's so tough to look for a suitable job. It seems as if i'd earn money by just waiting for them to return a call. Calling up various companies up and enquiring from these job agencies if they could accomodate any part time job for about two months? Actually i'm more choosy than, 'any'.

I'm looking for jobs that doesnt require me to work during the weekends, to be able to pay me at least 6 dollars an hour, that i don't have to lurk around the streets, approaching people like an irritant. Currently, i've appealed and sent some resumes to these job agencies if they could get me a job as a temporary data entry assistant or an administrative staff. Hopefully, they wouldn't pass me by and totally forget that there's still one more soul here who needs to occupy his time and earn some money.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Gosh...

Can somebody try to understand me a little? Damn this shit.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

angel

i need an angel, God would you send me one?

Friday, September 23, 2005

hungry...

im hungry..i need some food... (rummages through the fridge, scanning high and low but, nothing). somebody feed me!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

emotional music video

Heard of this chinese song called tong hua? I'm not a fan of chinese songs but this song's really nice, be sure to catch the MTV for it. And im sure that this song has existed for ages and i've just got to know about it, but nonetheless! If you could get a hold on the MTV, take a look at it! It's emotional, that's why it's nice.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Shine On

I've given every
moment I had
still I could never
seem to keep up
with you
you're done with one mile and on to
another one
thousand
still I could never seem to keep up with you

I know you'll be better off without me when im gone
You know your
You're beautiful
Shine on you were made to shine on
and you know I love you
and even if we can or cant be friends
I'll be with you until
the very end so
Shine on
You were made to

Its keepin me awake every night But i can never seem to give up on you

I send up a prayer then I'm on to another one thousand
But i can never seem to give up on you
I know you
you'll be better off without me when I'm gone You know your, your beautiful
Shine on you were made to shine on
and you know I love you
and even if we can or cant be friends
I'll be with you until
the very end so
Shine on
You were made to
Nobody's wrong Nobody's right
keep movin on
Shine on you were made to
shine on and you know i love you
and even if we can or cant be friends
you're gunna be brighter then you've ever been so shine on
you're gonna be just fine oohh
you're gunna be alright love
you're gonna be just fine
you're gunna be alright love

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Play time!

Finally, the moment has arrived! The day i could relax and be stress-free until a month later! The exams are finally over! Very happy. Now, i can do what i want to do at my own time and free will!

Yesterday's paper was on multimedia computer, thank God it was a pretty easy paper. Some students completed the paper in the time span of about 30 minutes! The paper was supposed to be for 2 hours that is. Well, i completed it in an hour plus.

Here's a brief account on what i did after the exams. I went out with an initial group of five people but at the end, we ended up with only three persons. Sadly, i'm the only singled and available person in the entire group. Freaking lightbulb! But nonetheless, at least a pair of couple left us, or rather we've decided to abandon them. So we hope you had fun yeah, the two of you!

So leaving with the three of us, we proceeded on to sakae sushi, at orchard! Yes, that was what i was craving for. Funny as it is, we had been debating where to eat, either sakae or breeks. Because some of them didnt want to eat japanese food, but still we ended up at sakae! Perfect.
And then after dinner, we strolled around for awhile and then i left them to meet another friend. So i got back home at about midnight?

Okay, today's a new day, a new wave of activities! To keep everything in a nutshell, i'll be going over to ariel's place to play xbox and later on perhaps, some swimming and exercising! I'm done with this entry, i'm going to read today's newspapers!

Later.

Friday, September 16, 2005

good time.

The projects have all been submitted, deadlines and all assignments have been met. Five exams have passed and now left with one more to go. Which is good because the major exams are all over and for the last, it's not too much of a killer.

Hmm, i've never taken so many papers and felt that the difficulty of the papers are at the moderate level. So it might be a consolation, but it could meant that i might achieve results that puts me in mediocrity.

So the last paper will be this coming monday and after that, holidays! Perfect! Just what i need! I need a break from all this studying to recuperate the energy that i'll be conserving for the next lap of this year.

This sucks. Somehow, i'm down with flu, cough and sore throat! This is terrible. The holidays are nearing and now im sick? This cannot be true! NO! I'd better get well soon. God, help me?

Oh no, i've got brain traffic jam, the words are not coming out, i cant think of what to write now. I know there are alot to update but the brain isnt thinking! I feel like i've been stopped in mid-air by some repulsive force that's stopping me from generating more things to blog about!

I'm leaving. Will update again.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

my stupidity

if i'd only knew that by going down to 'meet' all of you was to merely fellowship with a bloody computer i would just stay home because i've got a computer at home and i've already fellowship with it more than enough. Thank you so much for wasting my time, you rock.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

And then you wish...

Isn't it so true that you only do cherish, treasure and love the person you truly love until you've lost them or you allow them to slip by you? And yet, you just don't learn from it? I think i'm one victim. But then again, somethings were allowed to slipped by for a reason that should benefit us in someone way. Funny?